Went to my first dr appt last Tuesday and had the shock of our lives, We were having twins but one stopped developing at 9 weeks. It was easily the fastest 10 seconds of my life trying to process that much surprising and then devastating news. I have had time now to be able to talk about it and work it out within my heart. Thanks for everyone's thoughts and prayers and I am sorry if I sort of became a recluse, I just needed some time to make sense of it. I think the other baby will be just fine and is developing exactly on track! Here are some photos!!! 
here is my little one who didn't make it... 9 weeks 
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here is my little one who didn't make it... 9 weeks press the play button to see video...
